harus.

harus.
harus liat
harus ngomong
harus denger
tapi ga bisa
harus ngomong
harus ngomong
tapi
kalo ngomong terus
ga ada yang denger
harus denger
harus ngomong
harus.

pv pv

i have no doubt
i had a mistake

i have no thoughts
of coming back and repair

i have no dream
of being someone

of being something

of being someone
that done something
to someone
on something
that affects someone
and another someone
on another something

fuck all those bureaucracy
fuck all those who say it
those who dreamt about it
those who acknowledged its existence

its unfair
how they get the things so easy
where they dont really need them
when they never even try to find them
whose not worthy of the possession

its sickening
and hurtful
how they can did that
without looking back
and still optimist
for the future ahead to be filled
with colors and smiles
stupid is one
and idiot is another
there is nothing

nothing else

how can i manage
manage to survive
manage to stay alive
manage to exist
if it wont affect anything
if my presence is acknowledged by none

please let me go
let me just disappear
to the bottom of the social junk piles
make all my memories gone
make all my knowledge gone
make my face gone
as i wont need them anymore
as if i need them now
i dont
and i have no desire to need them anytime soon
or longer
or forever

please

please