nothings

I know
I know...

I know I don't have the talent.
I know I don't have the mindset.
The analogy.

I might only have the passion.
The will for the very first moments.

I might be stuck.
Most probably I will.
By the middle of it.
All the way through the end.

I will do it.
Will I?
I have nothing to lose.
But I know I have lost a lot even now.
I don't want to lose anything else.
But I realized I never had anything.
Nothing.
I have lost noting.
I have lost a lot.
A lot of nothings.

Nothings.