yay...

the suffering.
the pain of those people.
the story.
the tears.
the sweat.

feel it in my heart.
feel it in your eyes.
feel it with your ears.
and with your skin.
with your tongue.
with your head.

if i am to be there.
if i am to feel it there.
if i am have to be there.
if i didnt choose but aniway im still there.
if i never even dreamt of it but still being there.
if i have tried everything to not be there but still be there.
if i better die than being there.
if i die.
if i die.
if i fucking leave this fucking life.
if i can die.
it would be like,
dead.
its fucking awesome.
fucking die this fucking time.

yay.