bad boss

this is so silly.
those people really frustrate me.
omg.
i know im being so nasty.
acting like some kind of superior.
i feel crazy.
how could i do that.
but that superiority has confined me.
i am now stuck.
i dont know how to communicate with my "underlings".
i feel like a bad boss,
a bad person.
i need to stop this.
theyre not my underlings.
theyre my mates.
i love them.
they're just like my own family.
what was i thinking.
but i have no clue on what's going on.
i don't know how to even start.
start to fix things.
i don't know what they know.
i don't think i should know.
but in this case, maybe i should.
i need to talk.
and thus,
i need to know something.
otherwise ill be talking nonsense.
and that will only make things worse.
what am i gonna do.
how long will this last.
i need to find out a way.
and then sneak through in again.
just like old times.