chat with cool.

sit.
dont talk back.
relax.
calm,
down.
i wont think of it.
no.
i wont.
its ok.
i dont have anywhere to speak.
to tell.
to cry.
i feel alone.
i think it was my choice to be alone.
or maybe i just cant be not alone.
maybe im made to be alone.
i tried.
what should i do.
i dunno.
im starting to feel sick again.
but i dont know how to handle it this time.
im confused.
maybe i shld do what i think i shld.
but im so scared tht i will be alone again after i did tht.
im confused.
and petrified.
i dunno what to do.
maybe i shld just break it.
or maybe i dont.
but i did it.
o no.
did i just made a wrong move?
im stuck.
peculiar!
omg.
shit.
what shld i do.
im really really stuck.
o no.
shld i continue?
but i dunno how to continue.
as i said again,
im stuck.
i really dunno wat to do.
hopefully this works out.
im so panicking right now.
omg omg.
im not ready yet.
doing good.
doing really good.
or maybe just normal.
i dunno.
but at least for me, this is good enough.
still nervous.
omg.
its doing kinda great.
a bit weird.
should i go deeper?
maybe i shld.
o no im terrified.
again.
i dunno if i shld do it.
hmmmm.
omg omg.
maybe i shldnt.
not the time.
this is gd enough for me.
phew.